Day 92: Does It Really Pour When It Rains?; See Ya, C-U; Mini Blogger MeetUp

Walking out of the airport into the hot humidity of Houston after Thanksgiving, I checked my voicemail only to retrieve a message from my brother informing me that my uncle passed away the same day as D’s mom. Half a world away in southern India, my dad’s younger brother also lost a long-fought battle with lung cancer.

While we grieve for my uncle and his family, my brother and I take some comfort from knowing that my father was there when my uncle passed on. Dad, the eldest male of his family, would never have forgiven his own absence and may perform his responsibility of funerary rites and lighting the pyre. The sadness comes from knowing that this is not the last time he is to bear such a torch – his mother, my grandmother, may not be far behind. My heart also goes out to my younger cousin, S, who has given a lot of her health and career opportunities to live at home and provide physical and moral support to her parents. This must be so hard for her.

With a staccato of jabs, life seems to be doing its job in reminding me not to take anything for granted. What we project onto our future is not reality – reality is the twists and turns away from the charted path. As I said to a friend yesterday, it is time to “let things happen, with your strength but without expectation, and see where its leads you.” It’s surrender, not in the sense of giving up, but in understanding that Things Happen.

New Orleans, we have to make this our motto. Only then can we survive and rebuild with sanity and awareness.

See Ya, C-U: My week in Champaign-Urbana, Illinois was fabulous. Anne, Scott, a cast of thousands (ok, hundreds … ok, tens) and I enjoyed Thanksgiving with all being nice to, civil with and undemanding of me. Downtown Champaign has taken a turn for the metropolitan better but still has a way to go, while Urbana remains mostly sleepy college town. When I first showed up in CU last week, a part of me whined that I wasn’t with family while others were. And then, the much-needed brain reset* showed me that there’s family and then there’s … family.

* known to happen in the presence of old and trustworthy friends and freezing temperatures

Mini Blogger MeetUp: On Saturday evening, I met Ashvin, fellow desi blogger and Sepia Mutiny commenter, for coffee at the Oregon St. Espresso Royale Cafe in the heart of the University of Illinois campus. We had a great time channeling each other’s energy with conversations on remote sensing, medical imaging, borehole tools, Houston, New Orleans, Vellore, the nuances of spoken vs. formal Tamil, family backgrounds and, as Ashvin so succinctly puts it, issues related to Indian moms.

Pictures forthcoming.

Temporary home again, temporary home again, jiggity jig.

Sharon Erwin 1939-2005

Today I will not speak as VatulBlog. I will express myself as Maitri.

This droplet in virtual space and time is dedicated to honoring the life and death of D’s mother, a great woman, a terrific maternal figure and, until recently, a vivacious being. After valiantly fighting a renewed battle with cancer over the course of the last few weeks, Sharon Erwin passed away peacefully in her sleep early this morning, with her second son, David, by her side. Diagnosed with cancer of the lung and brain on St. Patrick’s Day this year, Sharon gritted her teeth through the year-long gauntlet of radiation and chemotherapy. Remission wasn’t meant to be and, very recently, the illness took control all over again. Praise the pantheon that she didn’t suffer much and refused to linger in pain and a severely diminished quality of life. Some comfort may be derived from knowing that this is how Sharon would have wanted to die. If she was anything, it was the living example of dignity.

Sharon Ann Erwin was born on January 13, 1939 in Door County, Wisconsin to Leona Kroogman and Merritt Churches. As a child, she liked to play on her Dutch grandparents’ farm with her older brother, Lee, and loved to dance. Sharon grew up to be the very tall, very blonde and very hard-working mother of Rick, David and D, and loved dogs. Rarely seen without a German Shepherd and, lately, an Akita by her side, she was the type specimen of imposing, fun-loving and charitable. Never have I met a woman so forgiving of her children and pets, never have I interacted with a woman so erudite, capable (best seamstress ever!) and cosmopolitan despite not having journeyed beyond high school and the United States. Sharon completed the picture of Strong Midwestern Woman and she did it well.

Survived and, more importantly, remembered fondly by her husband, Marshall Robert, her sons Rick, David and D, her daughter-in-law Lisa, brother Lee, half-sister Candy and a host of extended relations, Sharon lived a full life. Say a kind word or a prayer if you knew this great woman and, if you didn’t, say one anyway. This world suffers from a severe shortage of cool people and we’ve definitely lost one.

D mourns his mother like I mourn New Orleans. The nature of Door County now changes for him, as does the texture of New Orleans after the storm, in my case. Death and destruction don’t just affect the immediate, but can and do change the entire complexion and perception of a place and time. How many mothers died here.  According to D, it’s not just Sharon who has left, it’s the meaning she imbued in the place that her children called home.

Home is not a place, it’s a feeling. It’s a spirit. It’s a living thing.

Fly in peace, dearest Sharon. Thank you for being my “American mom,” never judging me, teaching me how to paint clouds, every blissful shopping trip and admonishing me with “You have two masters degrees and don’t think you can knit?” I will wear everything you made me with great pride. Most of all, I love you for your big heart and every great smile you flashed at me. May your soul attain moksha.

Day 89: New Orleanians, Please Take This Mayoral Survey; Houston Hurricane Maps

Mayoral Survey For Congress: New Orleanians interested in returning home and/or restoring the city’s cultural offerings are requested to fill out this survey prepared by the cultural wing of the Bring New Orleans Back organization. Whether you are active in Performance Arts, Visual Arts, Design, Education, Literature or Culinary Arts, the survey is designed to assess your current status and what your organization will require to return to pre-Katrina status.

According to the Cultural Committee’s website, the compiled information “will be presented to Congress in hopes of acquiring their assistance in rebuilding the cultural fabric of New Orleans.” While the entry of old and new business is critical to New Orleans’ survival and recovery, the city will die without its soul. Your opinion is being sought; this is the time to organize those armchair woulda-coulda-shoulda thoughts and BE USEFUL in the rebuilding of our city.

The survey must be completed by Sunday, December 4, 2005. Please pass this information on to those without computer access as they can call (800) 691-8313 ( M-F, 9AM-5PM) or visit the local library’s computing facility to complete the survey.



Interesting Houston-Related Hurricane Maps Provide Fodder For Thought:
While poking around the WaPo’s Storm Coverage section this morning, I came across this heretofore unseen graphic on hurricane/TS wind strength during Hurricane Rita.

What caught my attention is a rectangle in the southwest of the map that reads “Houston Flooding Simulation.”

Houston Flooding Simuation - Courtesy washingtonpost.com
Houston Flooding Simulation . courtesy The Washington Post

According to this map, merely storm surge from a Category 4 or 5 would flood portions of Houston inside the 610 loop and that too only in the southeast. Granted, this is damage enough, and South Houston, Pearland, Hobby Airport, Pasadena and the Houston Ship Canal would be, pardon the expression, up a creek without a paddle. But, what about the areas of Houston that were flooded by TS Allison in 2001? One must remember that a storm surge will cause the flooding postulated in the above map, but, the rains associated with such a fierce storm will also contribute to the drowning of areas not colored in on this map.

Back to the topic at hand – Have drainage basin, will surge. Also note the chemical plants and oil refineries that dot Houston’s water outlets to the sea. I sincerely hope that the industrial canals of eastern Houston do not turn into our MR-GO and Intracoastal Waterway, manmade navigational conduits that contributed greatly to the destruction of eastern New Orleans and St. Bernard Parish.

Day 88: Music On The River This Saturday; R.I.P., Ragin’ Cajun

Music On The River: Offbeat Magazine and New Orleans Musicians Relief welcome you to a concert at Woldenberg Park this Saturday.

Come on down to Woldenberg Park (Conti & the Mississippi River) on Saturday November 26 from 1pm to 5pm to enjoy Kermit Ruffins & the Barbecue Swingers, Jon Cleary, Walter “Wolfman” Washington, John Boutte, Wanda Rouzan and Topsy Chapman for a special celebration of New Orleans Music. A second line featuring the Hot 8 Brass Band begins at 10am at Sweet Lorraine’s (1931 St. Claude Avenue) and rolls down Esplanade to Decatur to Canal Street. [You can also] listen to the concert live at WWOZ.com.

Interesting to note that the event is sponsored by Putumayo Music and Southern Comfort.

Rest In Peace, Ragin’ Cajun: WWOZ Radio sadly reports that John “Johnny” Joseph Fasullo, a.k.a. The Ragin’ Cajun died on Sunday, November 20, 2005, at his home in Marrero, LA.

Mostly indsicernible with his deep voice and rich Cajun accent, The RC played some of the oldest and heartfelt Cajun music I have had the pleasure of hearing. My weekend radio experience will suffer for this, as it will for a lot of OZ listeners. As I’ve said of Karl Haas and beloved on-air personalities, you’re in the airwaves now.

Instead of flowers, donations may be made to WWOZ in Mr. Fasullo’s name. WWOZ radio is one of the scintillating jewels in New Orleans’ crown, one that attracted and endeared me to the city on my first visit, long before knowing I was to live there. I highly encourage you to give what you can to this wonderful community radio station that lives and thrives on the generosity of its listeners.

Day 88: Eight Days Of Mardi Gras

Not Six, But Eight Days Of Mardi Gras: An extra weekend of Mardi Gras has been added to the lineup, allowing the usual Uptown krewes to parade and not in Metairie, according to nola.com. Prepare for regular-season parades beginning February 18th.

“… faced with a growing mutiny among krewes, the administration agreed to expand the schedule to eight days and to let parades roll for more than eight hours on some days. Although no one yet knows where the money-starved city will find the cash to pay for the police overtime and other additional city services needed for the expanded schedule, the city is considering seeking corporate sponsorships and the krewes may be asked to pitch in some money.”

The only Eastbank krewes that will not roll are Oshun, Shangri-La, Ancient Druids and Saturn, due to monetary constraints.

Krewe du Vieux, not officially a part of Mardi Gras, but that which signals the start of parade season will roll through the French Quarter on Saturday, February 11th. C’est levee!

Day 85: So Much To Be Thankful For

On This Thanksgiving: Some time last month, it occurred to me that I have not had a vacation since my trip to Dublin last year. A vacation usually entails a departure from normal and Katrina & Aftermath provided just that, but it was obviously far from relaxing. With colleagues and friends mysteriously disappearing for chunks of time, I pondered an escape myself. Vacation criteria: A getaway from the southern United States, nothing too foreign or too new – must reserve the mental energy for dealing with not living in my home – and some place with a home-for-the-holidays feel. Aha! Champaign-Urbana, Illinois – my home of seven years, where I received my high school and undergraduate education and current home of several close friends who have grown with the place. CU will always have me back and for this, I am thankful.

Besides, I now have the opportunity to satiate my photojournalistic curiosity about the revitalization of Champaign, the growth of Urbana and the overall change the region currently enjoys. Chronicling the growth-change of a city and friends – some of us have since switched careers several times, married, married and divorced, so on and so forth – is quite the challenge.

Across Walnut St. From Cafe Kopi
Across Walnut St. From Cafe Kopi

Other things for which I give thanks:

. that it could have been a lot worse in New Orleans. From absolute destruction to people and businesses never coming back, the fate of the city may have taken a turn for abandonment. However, the damage and hurt was just enough for the emergence of awful secrets, lessons and hope. Everyday, I grieve for my city and its people. But, here on out, the future is all we have. If we turn out to be better, rather than bigger, humanity will have risen above nature in a healthy and sustainable manner. I am thankful for “Onwards!”

. txyankee, without whom I would not have made it through these past few months. A great friend and confidante, he has never led me astray and continues to provide advice, solace, home and the opportunity to hug and kiss the wonderdogs almost everyday.

. my parents, who love me unconditionally despite the inherent difficulty of raising and elevating a daughter like me

. my friends, online and off. The subtle ways in which you show your support are unparalleled. From long email matches, IMs and phone conversations to allowing me to raid your library, pantry and aromatherapy, you tolerate, provide and extend. I am beyond indebted, but you know that (and I know what buys you off!)

. my life, which I love, will never exchange for another’s and don’t wish on anyone else. My greatest teacher has placed me in the most interesting situations when I least expect it. There is always a door – the trick is to find it and the strength to walk through to the other side.

Appreciative of benefits received, grateful to be in the small percentage that have access to computing and a zippy internet connection and loving the cuisine of the season. Happy Thanksgiving, all!

Day 79: Torturing Rescued Animals, Show Your Support And Help New Orleans’ Critters

Torturing Rescued Animals: I’ve argued that the death penalty ought to be reserved for those who physically abuse and/or kill children, the elderly, the handicapped and animals. These beings do not have the ability to take care of themselves as adequately as the rest of us, and for that, they need our help, not our rebuke and abuse. Stories like this upset me so much, and make me wonder what I am not doing in New Orleans to help its voiceless and defenseless creatures.

[An] estimated 477 dogs [rescued from New Orleans by Tammy and William Hanson, who operated the shelter in Every Dog Needs a Home shelter in Gamaliel, Ark.], three goats and two cats were steeping in filth. Many were injured, most were aggressive, and almost all of them were cramped. At least six dogs were dead, some still in transport containers.

“They were standing in their own filth, feces, urine,” said Humane Society of the United States volunteer Desiree Bender in a report published by the society. “Their paws were burning, bleeding. You couldn’t get close to them at first. They were so aggressive. They had not been walked or moved, and they were in such pain.”

On reading the first part of this article, I vowed to adopt a ferret or a cat when I return to New Orleans. They’re within my Responsibility & Space Limitations, unlike dogs, chimpanzees, llamas and such. It’s unwise to adopt a pet, even and especially out of pity, without the wherewithal to take care of that creature. The rest of the article supports my assertion by introducing yet another pathology known as Animal Hoarding. Originating from the goodness of hearts, this mental instability ultimately leads to “denial of the inability to provide [the] minimum care and the impact of that failure on the animals, the household, and human occupants of the dwelling.”

These poor animals have already been through hell once. So, let’s leave the sheltering of a lot of them to professionals who are emotionally and financially (relatively) capable of such a task, shall we?

Show Your Support For New Orleans And Help New Orleans’ Displaced Animals (And Humans): Five of these beauties are on their way to my current residence. By purchasing New Orleans: Proud To Swim Home bumper stickers and slapping them on visible surfaces, show your support for the Big Easy and help our animals (and humans) in the process.

proudtoswimhome.com - GO NOLA!

From ProudToSwimHome.com:

All profits from the sale of these stickers (and since the printing has been donated for now, it’s ALL profits until we sell out this batch) will go to Habitat for Humanity and the Humane Society of the United States to help with their efforts to get New Orleanians, both human and non-human, back where they belong – NEW ORLEANS!!!

Other NOLA stickers for sale on the internet:

- the very elegant NOLA Oval from the Thomas Mann Gallery
- NOLA New Orleans, Louisiana Oval
- I <3 NOLA rectangle

VatulBlog proudly endorses such products that directly support local causes and businesses.

Day 77: Return To New Orleans 3

The drive into New Orleans on Friday was completely uneventful – no blown tires, no untoward traffic jams and not a single military convoy. There are fewer pictures from this trip as compared to the last time owing to a tight schedule. D and I were able to walk through the city from the Garden District, through downtown and into the French Quarter (where I hugged and kissed my fellow Krewe de C.R.A.P.pers, and finally met Disaster, the infamous ferret) without any trouble. As we walked by familiar spots all the way from my neighborhood to the Quarter, I kept joking, “It’s hard to tell the pre-Katrina and post-Katrina messes apart.” Our city is always in a state of Flux-Disrepair-Revitalization-Chaos. Welcome back to New Orleans. (See pictures from this trip here.)

Leaving town for the airport today, D and I tuned to WWNO, University of New Orleans’ radio station, now broadcasting out of Atlanta. What did we chance upon but a rebroadcast of portions of Prairie Home Companion in New Orleans from 2002 and 2004. Especially poignant as downtown faded into a cutout against the greying sky were Geoff Muldaur and his band performing Please Send Me Someone To Love and, one of my favorites, Walking To New Orleans.

I’ve got my suitcase in my hand
Now ain’t that a shame
I’m leaving here today
Yes, I’m going back home to stay
Yes, I’m walking to New Orleans

Isn’t it ironic that the song was penned by a New Orleanian who was presumed dead in his Lower Ninth Ward home after the storm hit and rescued off his roof three days later and who now lives in a local hotel room waiting to occupy a home? At least, the gold record for this particular song survived and was salvaged, while a lot of his memorabilia were lost.

“I don’t know what to do, move somewhere else or something,” said Fats Domino when interviewed by Reuters for the above article. “But I like it down here.”

That seems to be the main sentiment around town as homes continue to be assessed by insurance adjusters and bulldozing/rebuilding begins in earnest. The home of a couple of our Lakeview friends is being bulldozed while they look for a new home, meanwhile bouncing from one friend’s home to another. Their perspective: Life is hard, but where else would they go? Other lucky ones with contractors and roofers are done resuscitating their properties. The main influx of people into New Orleans seems to center around December and January, as businesses and schools look to restablish themselves in town by the new year or Carnival season.

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With friends and neighbors coming back or deciding to move away permanently, fewer residents appear shell-shocked and are coming to terms with Reality As We Know It In New Orleans, and life returns somewhat to normal. There are still miles and miles to go in terms of economy and everyday living, though.

New Orleans Mail Service
Mailman Sighting!

While stores reopen and sales increase, business may have to shrink (temporarily or permanently) in order to address the new smaller customer base. Although previous residents and newcomers come in and stay, it is hard to predict the final tally when all is said and done. When will that balance be achieved? When can we start to call life normal again and start to reassign crucial gauges? Living in New Orleans is going to be a whole new ballgame with updated requirements – this frontier is simultaneously scary and exciting. And, in my mind, it is a great time to be an American and one who lives in New Orleans. We’ll give it our best, and see what happens. As neighbor Scott said, “We won’t be bigger, but we are working towards better.” New Orleans will most probably be a smaller town, but hopefully one adorned with fewer problems than it had before and accountability and with transparency as new standards for operation. Then, we won’t end up in post-hurricane situations in which the Corps tells us that the pilings go down 7 feet farther than they really do, and we fall for it.

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Holland and its network of levees is in the local news a lot (part 1 of a nola.com trilogy on this topic). Suddenly, Dutch this and Holland that are popular phrases. Louisiana can stand to take a lesson from this book. 2000 died in a 1953 storm surge that hit the town of Ouwerkerk in the Netherlands – that’s approximately 1000 more than those who met their deaths at the hands of Katrina and its fallout. If the Dutch can retaliate against such a tragedy with a comprehensive surge management method, so can we. This is our Netherlands almost 50 years later; if we cannot provide the cutting edge for our coastland, what good are we? What good is the export of our democracy and freedom without the application of our first-world advancement in our own nation? Are we saying that, in the long run, an investment in Middle Eastern foreign policy and at such high costs is worth the sacrifice of the protection of portions of our own country? What will be left to protect?

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The November 2005 issue of Scientific American reads along the same lines, pointing to past mistakes and urging Louisiana and the federal government to follow the Dutch example. Along with Mark Fischetti’s prescient 2001 article on the same subject (Drowning New Orleans), an interesting find in this month’s paper issue is that Houston is subsiding at a faster rate than NO, due to decreasing sediment pore pressure as a result of increased water and hydrocarbon extraction. Across the nation, San Jose is officially below sea level and at threat are New York and the Florida Everglades.

Long term and then, Long Term. How are we going to address these concerns in the upcoming decades of increased groundwater extraction, decreased pore pressure and consequent compaction, and poorer quality of life with growing costs? What kind of a country are we preparing ourselves for?

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This brings us to the kind of person required for the new New Orleans. A conscientious human, willing to fight for the frontier with strength and an unwavering commitment to rebuilding. This doesn’t mean something sentimental. New New Orleans requires awareness, smartness, logical thinking and, above all, a readiness to help thy neighbor. Only with that sort of community spirit can our city come back. Still, people throw litter on the streets – a man in a ReNew Orleans tshirt threw his still-lit cigarette butt onto Royal St. in the Quarter. Today’s rain created a small river out of our street because homeowners haven’t come out to rake and remove leaves from their driveways and sidewalks. The leaves that go in the drain are a strain on the system and cause it to be less effective.

As a gentleman walked by wearing a Saints hat and a Water Meter t-shirt, my friend, Sandy, remarked, “Look at us. We New Orleanians are so self-involved.” Yes, we pride ourselves on being quirky and festive and Different From The Rest Of The Nation. Even through gutting our homes and cleaning out our stinky refrigerators, we wear our beads, have a daiquiri handy and dance to zydeco. We hold musical Gut Fests for our neighborhoods. Now is the time to translate that unique personality into being truly selfish and rebuilding our city well. That will be our new identity. We will have weathered the storm.

I’ve got no time for talking
I’ve got to keep on walking
New Orleans is my home
That’s the reason why I’m goin’
Yes, I’m walking to New Orleans

Day 75: Greetings From New Orleans

Another Weekend In New Orleans: This is the first post made from my home in New Orleans after the hurricane hit. While the wireless connection was up on my last visit, I was busy doing way too many other things to construct a post. The first thing I did when I walked into my place this time was to attack the footprint of the old refrigerator, a.k.a. El Stinky, with every known Lysol product and chemical simulated by Dow. After dousing with air freshener and a plug-in air purifier attached to the wall at the scene of the slime, it doesn’t smell like a dead body may once have lingered, bloated and collapsed back into its chemical consituents in the sanctuary of my home, my kitchen.

Otherwise, the city continues to look better and better with each visit. Some parts of Metairie, a lot of Lakeview and portions of the Garden District remain untouched. For the most part, however, there is activity everywhere and residents have begun to shed Shock Mode for Rebuilding Mode. The Superdome has a new roof, the lights of downtown twinkle once again for a nice nighttime view from my driveway as well as the back porch. The taco salad at Juan’s Flying Burrito on Magazine St. reminded me why I love food in New Orleans, and why I adore the people here. Someone like me is normal in this town.

I am home, even if it is for a weekend. More, with pictures, in my next post. Tomorrow I get to see a lot of friends at the first Krewe de C.R.A.P.S. meeting after last Mardi Gras!

Day 74: Re-Opened Restaurants; Twin Span Update; Insurance Gouging

New Orleans’ Re-Opened Restaurants: The New Orleans Menu Daily presents an exhaustive list of restaurants now open in the New Orleans area. The list isn’t particularly reader-friendly, but is organized by neighborhood starting with the French Quarter, CBD and the Marigny.

Dante’s Kitchen (best restaurant ever), Juan’s Flying Burrito and Singha Thai are open! Mimi’s in the Marigny and Cafe Rani are, sadly, not.

Twin Span Update: (Thanks, Earl!) For those that have not been back, one side of the I-10 twin span is open to Slidell and it sounds like progress is ahead of schedule for the second span.

A FEMA home inspector informed me that travel on the Causeway is also quite good. The only traffic commuters encounter is in their respective towns and neighborhoods.

Insurance Gouging:

in·sur·ance n.
a. The state of being insured.
b. Coverage by a contract binding a party to indemnify another against specified loss in return for premiums paid.
c. The sum or rate for which such a contract insures something.
d. The periodic premium paid for this coverage.

Why are we forced to insure anything and everything we hold dear, and with good money, if the service isn’t ultimately rendered? This post over at By The Bayou has got me worried and infuriated for victims of natural disasters the nation over.

Allstate doesn’t want to pay claims to Rita victims for living expenses after the storm unless their homes were made uninhabitable. Unfortunately, it’s quite possible for someone to have a home that wasn’t damaged by the storm, but had no clean water or electricity and was in the middle of an evacuated area to which they couldn’t return. According to Allstate, that’s habitable … The Texas insurance department took them to court, a judge ordered them to pay, but they got a temporary injunction – so nothing for people struggling to recover from the storm.

This was exactly my living situation in New Orleans until the city reopened. Allstate also happens to be the company that will no longer underwrite property in certain parts of Louisiana and the Gulf Coast. Shouldn’t an insurance company be prepared for the worst case scenario and when such a need arises? That is their business and, in my opinion, legally-sanctioned daylight robbery.